So this is going to be a big one... First grade I had only one friend at school, her name is Tatiana, she was really a good friend and helped me when the bullying started, when the hole class came after me at lunch to tease me, she told me to hide and protected me from them, she stayed by my side for 6 years and I have nothing bad to say about her, but life took her way when I went to 7th grade and she didn't and we just lost contact. I do still hope she's happy cause she really helped me a lot! On the 7th grade I had what you can say "a lot of friends" they never knew what was going on and we were just a big group of young kids and my best friend at the time was Nânci, I don't really think she was a true friend but we got along, I guess it was that age when you just talk shit behind everybody backs so I guess she did that a lot with me. We were friends until the 8th grade because she discovered a better friend so I was out of her life pretty fast. I was so angr...
So I never had many boyfriends, I've first started dating when I was 14 and I thought it was for life (of course) but I was a child so it obviously didn't work out and that was all my fault, except the part when he decided to break up with me and then started to date my bestfriend 3 days later, so I lost my boyfriend and my bestfriend and that triggered my depression so bad that I didn't leave my bedroom for 3 months, but I eventually got over it, and I truly hope they're happy (yes they're still together, so I like to think I was a "bridge" for them to meet and be happy with each other.) I then had some "special friends" but nothing serious until I met a guy on the internet but he didn't live far from me and we dated for 6 months and then I ended it because I felt we were more friends than anything else and he's still a good friend of mine so that didn't end badly. But then I met this guy, he was in my class and he was funny and cu...