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Part 1 - School

So where do I start? Well, the beginning right? But what if I don't know where it all started? Well I guess I can start by saying that I was always a happy kid, I've always loved to play outside (I live in the middle of nowhere so it's kinda nice and kinda lonely sometimes), I've always had cats and dogs to play with and I've had my bad days as a child of course, but I guess that's normal (?) So I was perfectly normal, no problems, no insecurities, just a kid with no sense about anything so I guess a happy kid :) Then Ive started school, and ahah youve guessed bullying. For the first 4 years of school it was kinda normal, I had one bestfriend and that was enough for me but on my 4th year of school (keep in mind that I was 8 years old) my class started to make comments about me, that I was fat (I wasn't, but Ive started to believe in them), ugly, etc... But my bestfriend was always there for me and always said "Don't listen to them, they're s...

Well... I guess this is hello!

So, hey. I'm 21 and this is my story one day at the time... I'll start by saying that I don't do this to achive something, I just wanna say whats going on inside my head and explain (anonymously and for no particular reason) why I am the way I am... And this is so hard you know? To talk about the reasons you feel so broken, so dead inside.. And I ask if someone is reading this, please don't judge... This is my life, not perfect, not a fairytail, not a story that you can change, so please be kind.